Walking into the forest on my favorite route I keep finding feathers. More than I usually see here and I come here every week. 7 of them in my hand today. They are mini sizes but from different birds, also tiny and very soft. Almost weightless. I totally take it as a message.
7 is the number of the Divine, as I was thought in traditional Ho’oponopono healing. Weightless = I need to stay light and let go what is not serving me, the old pattern. I need “to grow feathers” to be able to fly again. Be light!
Be light! But what does it mean to be light when I am full of sorrow and painful current but really already past experiences. I had to let go lot of 3 people in one months!! It hurts. A lot! I truly loved them and only one of them died, literally. Not taking it lightly but come out of this letting go process with more love not less. Even if it hurts right now. Even if I don’t understand the whys yet or see my happy future at the moment.
Secretly, I hold my vision firm and know it will come to flourish one day, even if today I feel all my dreams are crushed and diminished by other people closed hearts. I choose to hold my wish and always love more, no matter what. Call me naive but this is the only way for a brighter future for the planet, to have hope and keep working on myself and keep it lighter than ever before. This is my way to heal to change, to shift old patterns in me. Not easy but I’m dedicated to this path. I was born for this.
Building my future is building my “now” from the frequency of the Heart. This was never easy for my mind with all its logics and reasonings. But this path is not about being always easy, it’s about embodying my truth through my actions.
Mind and Heart has different length waves when it comes to energy but somehow they need to work together. Not fight but to be coherent with each other. How this happens looks more like a win after a bloody fight. Always win for the Heart because when we choose the Heart frequency, (Unity consciousness) the little mind with all its struggle, reasoning and control simply collapse and fail to work, basically, destined to die. It means you have no idea about whys, hows, and whens…but when you are on the Heart frequency, it tells you that it’s gonna be all right, just trust. And resonating on this level is not really a choice anymore..it takes care of itself after you spent enough months and years in this frequency, like myself. So I simply just cannot turn backwards anymore and only rely on the little limited, control freak mind. I free-fall in the loving lap of the “Center-less Center” which operates on only Unconditional Love energy and yes, I just trust…even if it hurts now.
